The first Christmas movie of 2020 and it's only October. It wasn't until the movie was reaching its conclusion, where the sentimentality is at its highest, that a ball of emotion threatened to make me tear up. I could feel it in my eyes. I forced it down so nobody could see my weakness. I hate Christmas for some reason. Is it because it is almost always a let down? Why is it a letdown? Is it a life time accumulation? My earliest Christmas memory would have to be when we moved